#4

Fourth Positive - Look it's darker!

So here's pregnancy test #4. This time the positive is a little darker - which is good! Had I had a normal cycle this last month I still wouldn't have expected a period until at least tomorrow earliest. My cycle runs from 32 to 37 days and tomorrow is 32, so getting positive tests so soon is a huge bonus. Although I would know by now that I'm pregnant again just from the symptoms I have already.

I woke up at around 4am because I felt like I had to pee SOO bad! Forced myself up out of bed into the cold, rummaged through the room for my robe, found my warm socks, stumbled into the bathroom and after all of that BARELY WENT! So there's more pressure on my bladder at this point. I remember this from the last pregnancy. From the plane to the Big Island I remember having to get up several times in the 5 hour flight. I remember throughout the trip feeling as though I had to go really bad but then would hardly urinate.

Last night I think the fatigue started in. At about 5pm I started feeling really tired and sleepy. I had plenty of sleep the night before and normally go to bed around 9. Will see if this one sticks or if I was just particularly tired yesterday.

I still have the super mild cramps (twinges) and I have absolutely no spotting anymore. That stopped about 3 days ago. Last time I was spotting every day the entire time the pregnancy was normal. It turned from spotting to bleeding the day before the actual miscarriage happened. So long as there's no red blood or bad cramps everything is ok!

I had a dream that there was a test you could take, like the pregnancy tests, that tells you if it's an ectopic pregnancy or not. I took the test and it said it was ectopic, so I called my doctor who started crying on the phone for me saying that after all of this, after finally being able to conceive a healthy baby, it's in the wrong place and has to be removed.

Nightmare!

Going to try calling the dr's office later to see if I could get my test results. I know my HCG levels are going up, but I'd like to hear it :P